Whole day I'm stucking inside my small room. Feel empty but not much lonely. I wanna talk with mom. But online is not working.
I'm scare of going outside. Feel like somebody is stalking me. I hate to say "Hi" to security man at downstairs. I don't wanna say "how are you" to my neighbours. Espicially I don't wanna see "her face". :(
Am I driving so crazy myself? I think I do right. But not 100% correct.
Anyway Life is game and love is game too. Play more and you can become expert. :)
Just notice, everyone should die one day. "Nothing is permanent!"
Do I make any wrong spelling or grammer? I think that is not important! I just try to open my feeling. I don't wanna care that much on it.
I'm sitting at a corner of my room and watching TV. Unfortunately it's showing boring movie. What should I do? Songs also cannot make me excited! fuuuuuuuuuuuuuu....
I wanna sleep deeply but I don't wanna waste my time. I scare somebody calling my mobile. But I don't want to switch it off as well. Writing blog with empty mind. String make hard. What else????